yes i know that it is a bit weird for someone to like school but i like it ! it keeps me out of trouble for the most part . i am able to see all of my friends there. during the summer i try to keep in touch with my friends but they all just seem to be to busy to answer the phone or anything! anyway i will be a sophmore this year . and i plan to help those poor freshman ! i think that my freshman year is hard so if i can do anything to help them i will just to make their life a litle easier on them .

all that i am thinking about right now is my birthday tommorow. i am also thinking about the guy that i want to be my future boyfriend his name is andrew he is the most sweetest guy i have ever meet and he is not like most guys that i know .

it makes me sad when i talk about my ex boyfriends. most of them were really nice guys . but for some reaso i just was not the right girl for them. i loved them all so much . i just wish i could be able to find the right guy. Thre are plenty of guys out there for me but it just seems like none of them are that much into me for some reason. i am not in a relationship right now . which i think is a good thing because i kinda got a lot to deal with already as it is . someday thought when i am ready i want to find the right guy. i think i know who he is but i guess u never really know .

i do not get them they probley feel the same way about us . i just want to find the right guy who just doesnt like for my looks but loves everything else about me .

things are going great! i am keeping myself really busy. i have three more days until i am done with divers ed. i will also be 16 in 14 days until my birthday ! yea!!! so anyway i am in the process of adoption right now and it is going really good for the most part. it just seems like my dad and i do not spend much time together and i do not know what to do because i want to be able to spend some alone time with him there are just things that i wanna talk about with him sometimes it feels like he loves my mom more then he loves me ! well anyway i should probley let all u guys out there know that i am single for right now i will let u know if anything changes.

do you ever feel like life can be so dramatic yeah i feel that a lot of the time . It is very difficult being my age! every day someone is giving you peer preasure trying to push you to see just how far you will actuall go! i love this one guy but i do not know how to tell him life is so complicated!